Wanna throw away,
this things glued to the back of my eyes and brain,
stuck in my body´s inner space,
moving,
unable to deal with,
nobody can see it,
blur experience,
of my parts shutting down,
right now,
I just started
to notice,
that all could be reached,
my upmost states,
overwhelming the limits,
of my ordinary life,
for real,
for the least thrills,
so I scream,
and yes I fear,
this last night vision,
of my head bent,
and my body taken,
while kids were still playing,
on a sunny day,
around the swimming pool...